My heart is so sad but God is still so good.
man.
ha. I can’t believe it’s only been like 20 days. It seems like it has been weeks and weeks longer. I guess that makes tomorrow 3 weeks…
I wonder if he read the letter. I wonder if he understood why I said we can’t be friends. I wonder if he is still hurt by me. I wonder if he even cares. I wonder if he still thinks about me.
I just wonder a lot of things.
I just wish I could get some answers, ya know?
it hurts a little bit less lately…its less hurt and more that raw aching in my stomach saying I miss him. Not that I am sad…just that I miss him and I want to hug him.
that’s all.
