i have to keep reminding myself…
…that it wasn’t my fault…
…that i didn’t deserve this…
…that my heart IS valuable…
…that he had no right to treat me like this…
it still hurts.
someone told me i have the right to scream…the right to be angry…the right to feel like an injustice was committed against me…they told me i should just go for a drive and scream until it didn’t hurt anymore.
i tried tonight…it just gave me a headache.
i hate seeing him every sunday…trying to be nice and friendly…i hate it.
Posted on Wednesday, 21 April 2010
