April 2010
198 posts
bear… go watch the video i posted on my facebook today…the link. hahaha. i was trying to figure out how to post it on here but i couldn’t. it’s just freaking funny.
“To love at all is to become vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will...”
– C.S. Lewis <3
I’m going to drink beer and eat things that are bad for me then maybe cry a little bit and hopefully bury these emotions a little deeper. or a lot deeper. I hate him. I don’t care what the reason is…I hate him.
I think I don’t hate him. I was thinking about this as I saw him at church today and wanted to punch him in the face. I hate myself. Not entirely…of course…for the most part I don’t hate myself…just when it comes to him. I hate myself for trusting him…for giving him part of my heart…for thinking he was what i wanted. I hate myself because I was too...
hahaha...boobquakes...hahaha →
sorry Muslims…men are assholes and thats why women were given boobs…so we would have a surefire way to manipulate them. hahaha… the concept of earthquakes being caused by immodesty makes me giggle.
I’m kinda a dummy sometimes…you know? I burnt the back of my legs…just behind my knees. My shorts were to my knees but when I was laying on my blanket at the park for 3 hours they rode up and now my skin hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrts.
HMM….
i`m laying in the park right now reading a book loving nature…eating a sandwich…its beauty.
i want to date someone who would rather have a picnic with me than go out to eat. someone who would gladly spend time walking with me in the park…maybe even someone who would lay down and watch the clouds with me. thats who i want to date.
thats my version of a good man.
fishkeeper: I want to get lost. I want to get lost and never be found. i would miss you. FYI
I’m not sad tonight…I’m just pissed off. Seriously? I trusted him. I trusted him too much…yes, i know that is my fault. I probably shouldn’t have told him those things. But I thought he earned it…i thought he proved I can trust him. I thought he wasn’t going to be like one of those other guys. I thought I thought I thought. If my instincts can’t...
“He broke me. He screwed me up. He left me scared; not of falling, but of, once...”
– (via eletheowl) (via irishayne) (via staree) (via sweetandgentle) (via cellophanehearts) (via fairytalesandlovestories) (via omgitskaaate) (via whatmarielsaid)
in some ways…i get this.
Tumblr 30-Day Challenge!
The challenge is to post the following in the next thirty days.
Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you...
My heart is so sad but God is still so good. man. ha. I can’t believe it’s only been like 20 days. It seems like it has been weeks and weeks longer. I guess that makes tomorrow 3 weeks… I wonder if he read the letter. I wonder if he understood why I said we can’t be friends. I wonder if he is still hurt by me. I wonder if he even cares. I wonder if he still thinks about...
I still have this weird raspy cough going on. BLERGH.
Bear
When you go to Oregon you gotta stop here and I’ll show you my favorite coffee place. only…don’t get the chai, it’ll just make you sad. just saying. :)
wow. I took a nap and woke up feeling so lethargic. I think I’m actually going to turn my computer off tonight when I go to bed. I still feel warm and cuddly today. Someday…you know…someday. I’m sorta excited about that some day thing. I now know 3 of my followers in real life…which is weird sorta…but cool sorta. I’m not sure…no offense. haha ...
today i feel like cuddling. haha. instead i’ll wrap myself up in my blankets and try not to pass out from exhaustion
kids, respect your barista...
it amazes me how many people still think they can fuck with me and not get decaf…
seriously?
look lady i hold the power over your beverages…i bet none of your coworkers are going to be pleased that every single one of their drinks is decaf.
maybe they shouldnt send the office bitch to get their coffee.
just a thought.
It’s hard to go into work knowing it’s going to be an awful day. First of all…i’m forced to go in an hour and a half early because one of my coworkers is “sick.” Secondly, no one else will cover so we’re going to be down a person for 2 and a half hours…which happens to be during the morning rush.
Thirdly, that means that we are not going to get...
i have to keep reminding myself… …that it wasn’t my fault… …that i didn’t deserve this… …that my heart IS valuable… …that he had no right to treat me like this… it still hurts. someone told me i have the right to scream…the right to be angry…the right to feel like an injustice was committed against me…they told...
Mmmmmmmmmm….I’m making vanilla scones right now. yums! so excited. they look delish so far
I <3 baking
“Girls can wear jeans And cut their hair short Wear shirts and boots ‘Cause it’s OK to be a boy But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading ‘Cause you think that being a girl is degrading But secretly you’d love to know what it’s like Wouldn’t you What it feels like for a girl Silky smooth Lips as sweet as candy, baby Tight blue jeans Skin that shows in...
Tumblr.
fishkeeper: I’d just like to let you know that just because I don’t write to you all the time doesn’t mean that I don’t love you. I also think that I have mono. Or tonsillitis. I’m not really sure which. Basically I’m on pain meds all day and have a hard time swallowing food. It’s sad. School is also kicking my ass. So yeah. Loads of fun. It’s almost may, woo hoooooo!
stop kissing so...
my coworker’s girlfriend told me that I looked promiscuous today. hahaha. I’m going to take that as a compliment. I know I looked good…even my male friends said so today. ha! good day. :)
